Edward Cullen - Robert Pattinson

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN OMGZ !! How I wish could see you real life instead of stalking your photos on google ! <3 I LOVE YOU MORE THAN OTHER VAMPIRES(LOL) ! <3

To: Crush

I love you. Thats what I'm thinking now. I love you since two years ago, but you don't seem to notice me. I think of you everyday and all, gets all shy when I see you in school ... I really wish I could confess. I'm 50% sure you know I like you. But you love another girl. I don't want to be in a relationship with you, but I wish to be able to crush on you forever. Until maybe ... I forget you. But its most probably impossible. We're graduating soon. I wish you the best of wishes. <3

Relive x Confusion x Frustration

Its 2 October 2012 , finally over with Science examination. Questions were tricky, but nothing I do now can change anything. Relieved that I'm done with my main subjects, left my mother tongue. Went to library with friends today and played ' Dare and dare ', games created by me and my fren. Super fun and all, then we move on to truth . Talk about crushes, families and all. Totally how life's suppose to be. Back home, dooms day. Mum just cant stop nagging at me. So what if I get lesser marks than bro? I've tried my best and you say I didn't study? You go to work almost every single day and say I never study? Whatever I do never please you. Nag here and there, scold everyday, threaten to off the computer? Its holiday! You dont let me go out you can at lease let me have freedom and use the computer right? It isn't fair and all. Why must I get more than bro ? Are you that biased? What are you going to do if I get less than bro ? Kill me? Kick me out of the house? Then I might as well stay in school forever. Just because I can earn my own money means I have to pay for my phone bills and everything ? Bro is older than me, yet you can still pay for his phone bills. Just because I earn money you want me pay for myself ? Joke! 
-Life isn't fair-
Xoxo,
NoNameGirl